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August 14 2011

Forced Retirement

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I just wanted to put something down on ''paper'' here that I'm officially retiring from being a Poker Pro.
I start my new real world job tomorrow. Tomorrow, August 15th (exactly 4 months after my so called Land of the Free essentially took my job, career, livelyhood, dreams away for me ) I will wake up, shower, take my son to my sisters house for babysitting, cause my wife is also getting a job, and head into a office, where I'll again have to answer to someone other than myself... For the first time in 6+ years.

It's embarassing what I'll be making per hour. It's embarassing when my friends/family ask what I'm going to next. It's embarassing that all the people that looked up to me and my freedoms and my awesome job (lifestyle) will now be looking down on me as I make half of what they make since they've been building a career and putting in the time for the past 6 years..... I'm starting from scratch. I'm going through an orientation process tomorrow with 21 year olds. I'll be the sad, older guy, that they think "wow, I hope I dont end up like him when I'm 30) It makes me sad to think of anything farther out than the next 2 months. It's all just so...embarassing.

On the bright side, this is mostly a preventitive measure that I'm taking BEFORE all my poker money is gone and I'm desperate. I was afforded a little leeway in taking some time to find the ''right'' job, and putting my wife through some schooling so she could do something better than she was 6 years ago. The sad realization for me was I don't really have that many options when looking for a ''right'' job. No education (my fault), 6 year resume gap, and no real skills outside of calculating some pot odds and determining why someone made the bet that they made. I will say that poker proved useful during my interviews. It seemed that at the end of every interview, the interviewer made some comment as to how surprised he/she was that it went so long and that they just got wrapped up in ''job history''. (in other words, we've never had a legit poker pro in here and we have no idea what to ask you as it relates to the job, so we'll just be a fanboy for an hour or so).

In regards to poker, I imagine I'll load up a forum once a week or so to keep an eye on the legislation process. I'll probably make one poker trip between now and the WSOP, and maybe one during next years WSOP. Sadly, i'm not sure I'll have ''worked up the vacation'' time to even play the main event. Something I never thought I'd ever miss... Again, its all so embarassing.

I know I know I should quit whining.

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