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I'm not a superstitious guy. I take an analytical approach to everything I do. But man... everytime I cash out a large chunk of change from my FTP account, it seems like I get the virtual plug pulled on me from the FTP powers that be. F U lederer! I want to keep winning half of my flips! Why does the flush draw and an over now immediately turn me dead in all pots?? I've put in a fair amount of thought on the issue. Even went back and looked through my pokerev graphs corresponding with large wire transfers out of my accounts and there's definately a correlation. Could it be just coincidental variance? Or is it that when i have 100K+ in my account that I play a little more splashy pre in 5/10-25/50nl and allow myself to drill flops or get lucky in a sense. My propensity to go on a downswing after cashing out must have to do with playing under confidently or over confidently. Maybe I need to mature a little more. I think my ego really hinders me in a lot of ways. Like recently, i've been blown away with how tough the nlhe games are and have been having to put in my full concentration and focus to own. Maybe going on a 40k upswing in 5 days two weeks ago inflated my ego subconsciously... Its interesting though because I've always been a humble guy. Well, maybe not humble enough because in the past week, I've not only ran like dog shit, but played even worse. I wish my pokerhand.org HH hadn't all been deleted. I had some pretty funny ones saved. I'm going to look forward to a coupe days of sufficient grinding with a strong emphasis on solid pre-preflop prep. I cant stress enough the importance of munching a good meal, streching, a little cardio, and taking care of all non-poker related stuff before posting a bb. Its so + ev to not roll out of bed and start playing. heh thats good for now. all the best,
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