So 2nd time this week I did high stakes -EV gambling for no reason. Outside of the high stakes gambling I've been doing really well. I blew prob about 25k or so. Pretty pathetic as a professional gambler that I still take -EV shots for no reason. I'm going to spend the next week watching videos and devising some plans to get my head on straight. I did a 7day self-ecxclusion from all my sites to take some time off and regroup. Hopefully it works out and I come back ready to play poker and not gamble. This is the first time I ever did a self-exclusion, so it's obviously getting to be a problem. I just signed up for leggopoker and deucescracked, so I'll watch some more videos during my time off and finish reading tommy angelo's book elements of poker which will hopefully get my head on straight. Other than the random gambling, I've been playing pretty well though, so hopefully my time off will make me play awesome and I can become a winning mid stakes grinder that only plays midstakes.

In other news, my house move in was pretty successful and we're pretty much settled and it feels great to be in my own house with the woman I love. There was a pretty crazy storm that hit and I took pictures of the damage. It was the first time I've ever experienced such bad weather and I was pretty scared. It's likely really tame by internet standards, but it was a big deal to me. Here's the link to the pics:

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