This one is especially rambling, sorry about that, but it gives you an idea of what I was going through prior to my collapse.

oh my god
i think i realized that marriage might be another institution just like government and religion
that all work together that is made from money
and like marriage is like a man made agreement to not do what we truly want for the sake of our species
i feel like these restraints like
marriage, religion, government
are in a similar vain to like humans enslaving dogs to be our friends
like humans try to train dogs to be our slaves almost
if you be good i'll give you a treat
and that's the same way as money has gotten over humans almost
if humans are good
and obey arbitrary sets of rules they get stimulation that is fun for them
but doesn't lead to happiness
like part of being good marriage partners is providing sexual stimulation for eachother, financial support, models for children to behave properly
i feel like all humans are slaves almost
at varying levels
slaves to our dna is probably more accurate
like I keep bad mouthing money
but in reality it's our dna
that wants money
or something like that
I just thought of something else
What if greed was the best
and like appeals to emotions (ie govt, religion) just hurts your overall happiness
and like govt and religion is just escapism
wait
money is on the same level as govt and religion i think
they're all bad possibly
I have some more thoughts
maybe anarcho socialism is the final end of that long government trend that i gave you
you know how happiness is like
been shown to peak at a certain level of money?
and if you are lower than it or higher than it you are less happy
like you need enough money to meet a certain basic needs scheme
I think the progression might go from like
(of govt)
(progression of dominant governments, that is)
dictatorship -> communism -> socialism -> democracy -> republic -> anarcho capitalism -> anarcho socialism
like the guiding principle that makes it move is that
we're trying to break down restrictions
and money like will break down social restraint laws
to the point where there is no authority (religion, govt, etc) but money
then b/c human's #1 emotion is greed
all will be left is anarcho capitalism
so after the world is sufficiently wealthy, where everyone's basic needs are adequately met, people will start to join arancho socialist groups
where they all work together
anarcho socialism working to me
means like the whole world becoming one big happy family almost
(all of humans, that is)
and the internet and global communications is help facilitate this change
(albeit the actual change to the ideal will take a very long time to happen)
but I think we are moving to a trend where it's best if we get all humans thinking on the same page of "let's make humanity last forever"
and anarcho socialism will be similar to anarcho capitalism
but by then people will be working super hard to make humans last because of love for humanity rather than money
I think it can happen ! :)







PEOPLE GET THEIR MOTIVATION FROM OTHER PEOPLE TELLING THEM THEY CAN'T DO IT!

"Society is produced by our wants, and government by wickedness; the former promotes our happiness positively by uniting our affections, the latter negatively by restraining our vices. The one encourages intercourse, the other creates distinctions. The first is a patron, the last a punisher. Society in every state is a blessing, but government even in its best state is but a necessary evil."


Big difference:
money works as unit to measure who is good at making money...but are they TRULY productive to society?