I decided to hop back in the nose bleed games again as I saw some great action. I played Isildur1 a few days ago and had a nice session winning about 630k. I ran well which attributed to the large win.

I followed that up by just getting crushed for the past 3 or 4 days. I thought I have played well and made good decisions, but am still having very poor results. Its very frustrating for me as I can't figure out what mistakes I am making and what I should be doing differently.

So tonight I opened my HEM and checked my stats. Talk about depressing. Since December 1st I am down 3.55 million dollars in PLO and I should be up just in terms of all in EV. I feel like I have been on the bad end of alot of coolers as well which aren't shown in the Allin statistics. I don't really know what I can do differently. I probably haven't been playing my best for the past 3 months, but I think I have been playing well enough. I have been constantly analyzing hands looking for leaks.

Whats most frustrating is that I have been a small loser to a big winner in every other game in the 8 game mix. I find it incredibly frustrating to lose at -18bb/100 over 47k hands in my best game and in games I haven't played 47k hands of in my life I am winning. Maybe I need to withdraw what I have left online and just grind 400/800 mix games for a bit. I am not really sure what a good solution is.