Today I played mainly 1k/2k OE and some how managed to lose 250k. At least there is no all in EV so I don't think about that as I lose and remain a bit more focused on my play. I started going through all my hands but need to spend more time on them tomorrow.

Here is a hand I played today which I feel like illustrates how frustrating poker has been for me.

http://weaktight.com/2088426

I was pretty sure he had turned a draw and was going to barrel any brick river as I thought he would shove JT or JJ. Honestly I could have considered folding this river just because I don't think hes bluffing with a high enough frequency on that river in that spot as my hand look very strong. But beyond my river fold, its this card that just screwed me. I just feel like I get put in these spots constantly, where sure you can make a highly exploitative fold against a good player, but in the long run if they know you are folding 97 here good opponents will bluff you relentlessly. Its just one of those spots that there is no great answer.

I am just frustrated with it all. When I analyze my hands I defn find mistakes, but never massive ones. For example today I lost 106k at 1k/2k O8. I haven't analyzed all my hands yet but I would guess I will find at most 10-20k worth of mistakes. I would be shocked if I where to find anywhere near the the 106k in mistakes that I am stuck. And I know yes that's due to running bad, but its just so old. I am so tired of losing what feels like everyday.

I guess all I can do is hope that things turn for the better tomorrow.