So basically ever since I took down that donkament I took a shot at 200NL where they play way aggro and are thinking way ahead of me and thought I could just do that to the players at 100NL and I was wrong. I was making to many moves and spewing and calling and it was just gross. So now I am forced to cash out some more of my role and take a step back to 50NL for a little while to rebuild. I was playing underrolled as it was and it did not work out for me.
This whole time moving up the limits I have had a plan for success. I do not want 1BI to matter to me so I want to play w 50BI's. I need to respect the players at 100NL and play a lot tighter. I am moving back to 50 and it would be very good to rebuild my confidence. I have been losing in the cash games for like a month and a half now and I am not used to that. My confidence is shot and it will be nice to win again. I am going to crush the pussies at 50NL. I am not going to take another shot at 100NL until I have at least 40BI's. So that's 30BI's that I need to make at 50 and that shouldn't take me but maybe a week, but it's absolutely fine if it takes me the entire month. If I can just crush 50 for the rest of this month and be ready to beat 100 by the end of next month and prepare myself to beat 200 in the next month or two after that then I will still be on track to be fine finacially to not get a job this summer. That is the goal right now and I need to do everything that I can in order to do this.
Do not worry about how much I did have or where I was playing, the bottom line is I aboslutely learned a ton and am an incredible amount better right now than I was before this downswing. So be happy that you have learned all of this and be ready to shread through the limits an insane amount quicker than I would have if this last month didnt happen. So do that and this last month was def + to the EV. That's what we're looking for.