Ok; First off I have been playing a fair number of MTTs on stars and have been doing fairly well. Played a little $3 rebuy and ended in 69th with 4294 overall. Not to bad although first would have made up for all the other shit finishes I've had over the last few months. Today I also bought a new PC. I decided that my labtop was just not very pratical now that I am pretty much done with school so I got a desk top. It's really nice; have a high def 22 inch moniter to boot.

On a personal note I started weight watchers today just to see if I like it of not and want to spend the money on it. So far so good; Still had 3 points to spare at the end of the day. Anyways; thats about it.

Run Good

RJF

Well I'm done playing for the day and didn't really get a whole lot in as compared to other days. I played about 4 of the $4.40 180s on stars and who would have thought...I got another 3rd place finish. I was really upset because the guy who busted me caught runner runner with 6 people left when I flop trips to take a huge pot from me which would have had me at CL with 6 left with half the chips in play. On the other hand it is encourging to see that I am playing so well and getting deep quite often. I am going to win a big MTT real soon. I can feel it.

On a side note I must admit writing in this blog really helps me calm down in regards to poker; even if I am the only who reads it.

Run Well

Forger

I just finished playing two of those $4.40 180 sngs on stars and finished 3rd and 8th respectively. I am really happy with how I played, just super sick of still waiting for my first MTT win. I have gotten to so many final tables without a first place finish it is sick. On the last MTT I just played where I finished in 8th I came into the FT 4th in chips and lost three coin flips in a row. On the other one I just played I was the monster chip leader till about 3 left. Then a hand came up where we were all pretty much all in; which resulted in the short stack luck boxing both of us for a 3 outer on the river.

I just don't know how much more of this I can take without a win; I don't know how many more I can play at this high level. I just feel that once I win the first one there will be more to follow close behind. . . there has to be, I am playing the best I ever have...

Forger

Well, this is the first blog entry of what I hope turns into a new thing with me. Pretty much I do not have a whole hell of a lot to say poker wise other than I am pretty close to being felted on both sites (FTP and PS). I am waiting on a collective ammount of 50 some odd dollars in transfers on both sites. I have been trying to play a more "small ball" approach to MTT and so far I have not decided if I like it or not.

On a personal side note I heard a rumor that my high school sweetheart may be having a baby. Not sure if this is true or how I feel.

Another note, I need to lose weight.

Thats all for my first entry.

Forger