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So my emotions are very mixed but what is important is how I am going to funnel them.
I just ran super sick hot in a session with my coach that was almost 2 hrs long. There wasnt much coaching involved other than one hand. I played awesome, outplayed sooo many people and also ran good. It was a great feeling.
I then loaded up a 1/2 hr session that didnt last that long. I didnt play well. I lost 2 buyins an knew that I was not playing great or running good. In one hand I called down MPTK vs a total donk. Well he had 73o, called my 3b and donk let the BP7K all the way down. I didnt feel I could shove him for value so I called down and he sure enough rivered a 3. I flopped a full house that got busted. I flopped top 2 vs a loose passive that flopped a set. Its hard to determine hand strength when the WONT bet or reraise you. I had AA 2x and both times was called down, both on boards that came to be 4 card flushes I had to give up on. Then had KK on a 89J flush board. Of course the turn came a T and got the flush there so had to give up there too. I also did get a stack in bad vs a loose passive where I should have folded. Thats the only hand I hated.
I dont like the session at all.
BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS. I am up over $100 so far, 5 hours into the month.
So here is how I channel this. I AM GOING TO MAKE A SHIT TON OF MONEY THIS MONTH.
That session was good for one reason. Ive had great results this month over only 11 days. I now know what it will take to kill it. I understand the mentality. I know how to beat the game. I know the work ethic, thought processes etc. My plan is for 80K hand or more this month. I am going to accomplish this. I am not setting a $ goal. I dont know what limits it will be. I dont know how many hands. I plan on making good $, lots of hands getting played and to move up as high as I can.
I will see 200nl in October or sooner. I will make money. I will play the BEST poker I can at all times.
Peace, and watch me go!
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