It has been a while since i posted last time here. I am home now, not really sleepy, even if the girl in my bed is waiting for me. I am very happy i do have a girl like her in my life. Support me in every single issue of my reality, she almost calm me down and cheer me up. She is also one of the reasons i do better in poker!

In poker after a big tilt i had 2 weeks ago, with no reason at all, i am back in track winning fair amount of bb/day. I will keep it up and keep moving up. Last night i had a big hu session with one certain player. I am not playing as fidelinos but other name in ap. I sat down to hu .50/1 with 200 bi ( full bi) and he left saying gg when i was sitting on 1420$. Today we played another session won 700 from him.So he is down to me +2k so far. I believe i have perfect read on him and hope he keeps playing me.

My new house is the best place on earth and i really enjoy staying in with my gf or friends. We put the fire on in fire place, maybe cook food, play poker watch movies or talk and do nothing. This days tho i will go out a little. I have a party to attent on the 26th, it will be nice there. tomorrow i duno if i go out. To growded i guess for xmast ev in Athens. This week i will also go fix my passport. Trip to Vegas is about to come !! Wade i am coming lolol vbv :)

I go sleep now.. after i go through the tables to see the action. i am looking forward to put fidelinos in the winning side, but for the moment i stick in ap buitling my br again.

gl all !
tc
f.

Ok. I am happy with weeks results. Thursday to thursday +1.3k. I changed a little and moved from HU to 6max. 4 tabling at a time, playing long sessions. I did good. I lost 4 times KK yesterday to a lot weaker preflop, but i am ok with that. I mean what can u do. this is part of the game. In the long run will win. I am at home now, and running out to office. I have some stuff to do. Today do not feel a lot like playing but still, this will change i am sure.

I also have nice company the last days. A person that likes me and observe me but best of all supports me in what i like to do. I am greatfull for that.


that is all for now. So some reason i am bored to write more, even if i like it.
gl all
fidelinos

My main poker laptop went dead, after a small accident it had. Lol.. so i lost almost everysingle data of PT and shit. So everything that i can say about poker is that i am up like 1k. End i am happy with that, even tho i run so bad. Suckouts were out there for me big time. I seriously need to learn to fold tho , even best hand.
AA vs A2 , flop is 345 i bet he reraise... i am like wtf???i 4bet.. he jam.. and ofc i call since dominated.
A lot of people will say nothing u can do there.. well there has to be something to do there..

As my other had Q high Flush !! the battle happend on turn .. i should have fold on his 4bet.. anyways

Other than that, i still work on my goals. Economy in Greece , as everywhere ofc, has big influence in my company Market, and we have dificult times. But i will not complain cause there is nothing u can do. Eventually i will be happy to pay my rent from poker on december 15.

Nothing more to say. I hope i keep it up with poker and have a profitable, and with nice poker, right decisions, week.

gl all
f.

Yesterday was a very weird poker day! I lost like 4.5BI ( 450$) to a guy that always ships to me so badly. He is an agroo calling station player! any pair for him is like gold or any out. Unfortunately i was not hitting anything and also he was hitting everything. Bad session, made me sad. But then i stoped did some other stuff and played again same 6max calm and won back everything i lost + 3bi. It happens i guess. I blame myself, cause i should live the table the minute I was watching me running bad and getting nervous. I have to deal with that.
My best friend is going to Vegas 2m. I hope i had the time to fly to USA for that trip, but for sure i will have the chance. In my plans there is a one month trip to Vegas with and other guys. Poker Drinks Food Women and Poker.

Other than that today maybe is the day of goal one. I will see how it goes and decide. To bad play in AP at this period and i cannot post any hands. I hope soon CR fix HH tools for ap also.


That is for now. I gtg to some stuff.

gl all

I am about to make a plan and put some goals that i want to achive in the next 2 months. SImple as that, my goals will be simple and easy, but i am sure will make my life better and more productive and creative. Ofc poker will be in them.

1. Quit smoking. I am a heavy smoker and that goes along with a certain life style. As maybe the top of the "pyramid", quiting smoking will be the begining of big changes and new stuff for me. It will be hard, but there is exactly the point that i have to be strong and make it happen. I will choose a day that i will quit, soon.
2.Get some rest. Sleep more and relax. I feel tired 2 past months. I get no sleep and actually i have put myself off. I need to take care of my body and mind, and heart!
3. Spend at least one time a week some time with my sister and family. I have lost them a lot past months, and i put no time to them. So all i want to do is to pick some time during the week and go visit the people i love and be with them.
4. Do a sport. Tennis. I used to play tennis as i used to sail. I need to put some exercise. This is a goal that will be accomplished in a maybe longer term. Like a month from today.
5. Put more time in my company! more creatve time. Do more stuff in time and do not let a lot of things around, saying i do them later.
6. poker ! PLay poker less time, read about poker more, go through session more, observe poker more. I want to equal time of playing with time of studying. I am a too much hours player of poker. I want to change that. My lick is there. I can make like 500$ in poker for the 1st 2-3hours and then lose a lot as the time goes by. Also another goal will be to play at least one tourney per week. I never play tourney, i am a hu player. Well i will put time in 6max also and tourney. Yesterday i played my 1st tourney and i did good. Made it to the money, and then lost on 2 suckouts 50% of my chips. I was 3rd ... then i just through them away, cause i had no time to play more. I had tuff to do.
Also i need to pick one pc to play from , cause i have 3 laptops and i cannot truck results. Download PT also in one of them. i have to examine that.

I will start with 1-2-3 which i believe are the most important for the time being to accomplish. Then i will hit and put some more.

that is for now. I will come back with more.

gl all

I was away for a long time. I decided i get back in track and play some poker. I missed it. i have been through a lot in my life this summer, that i will maybe post later in the month! Life plays games with as a lot of times, and all we have to do is sit back and watch them and make the best out of it.

In poker since Saturday i went good. Yesterday i played bad, lost some, but today this morning with my coffee got them back all from a certain donk. He shiped me in HU .25/.50 500$ in like 1 hour session. Bluffing his ass off and i was just calling with any pair. The gift any poker player wants after a bad day in poker. He 3bet nonstop everysingle hand and bet all the way to river. He suck out on me twice and got back like 150 but it is ok. I do not want to be greedy. I got 500 instead of 750. So be it.

I am in office now. I will come back later maybe to write some more. I have lost of stuff to post, just not in the mood right now.

gl all
fidelinos

I am still home, having my coffee. I do not really do a lot. The past 2 days I do not play as much as I did before. I watch 2 football matches/day laying to my sofa and just relaxing. Any europian CR member will know that we have the EURO 2008, which has so much good football to watch. Greece lost yesterday 2-0 from sweden. I did not expect anything less, but ofc not losing like that. Greece played bad and from my point f view Greece looked so tired team vs the young Swedish palyers who never stop running all the over the field. Anyway, the best can win. That is ok with me.

My cousin also is in hospital cause something from his broken leg went to his lamps and he is in bed. It is something common that can happen after an accident i u do not pay attention. The serious part has been away doctors said, so we now just wait for him to be ok. I cannot write it in english, cause it is hard to find the right words.

Business is quiet and this is something I hate. May was a good month in Business, but please give me some action in June also! cause I do know that July and August will be dead, since people do not watch TV and so TV COmmercials are not done. I also will have to pay a lot in the end of June so It will be good to have booked more jobs, so I feel more safe facing September...

I also feel weird. I feel out of control in all aspects and levels in life. My mind is tired and does not know what to think and what to do in almost everything that I have or want to do, or do not want to do. LOL- you can see how wierd I feel just from reading those lines. I do not even know what I am writting. I need vacation from mainly my mind and from the pressure I have been the last years. Pressure of continuation effort to make things happen the way I want them too. And since I say this, I feel a little tired also cause I was kind of alone in this trip I chose to do. It is nice to have company in everything u do, and I feel I did not have company or any support from the people around me, regarding my company or poker. People were not so positive about my decision. But ok ! I will keep trying to make this happen cause I like them.Regarding poker, I have to find the right reason to play, and I have also to make the right enviroment and status for that.

In my last blog entries I maybe bitch a little more than I should, but I cannot hide behind my fingure ( as we say in greece). I write the way I feel, and it will be nice one day when I read my blog, to see how I was feeling. Cause sometime even feeling not that great can be really creative if u use it the right way. First u feel sad, then you get angry, and then u turn anger in Positive Productivity. Anger is good! Fear is bad. I do not feel fear. I never actually did, or even if I did, I was not able to see it.

In the end all we need to achieve is Balance in ours lifes. And be one with our selfs. Cause I am sure we are in life not to prove to anyone either ourselves anything, but we are in life to find out who we are. And be ourselves, and learn to enjoy that. I am getting there I think. All I need are another 50 years LOLOL..

In our lifes we get what we allow to get ! And that is a fact ! I never realy took serious my life or all of my decisions. And this is something that I need to change, cause I am geeting older! I act like a kid since today. I do not want to chance this but I need to balance it a little. Being a kid, dreaming as a kid, acting with the freedom of a kid sometimes is great. But I need to have also the other part in lybra, which is getting serious and put some of it in my moves. Cause from now on, if I "break a toy", in opposite from the past-being a kid- , now it hurts. And I do not want to hurt again. When u are a kid and u "break a toy" it hurts for one day, cause next day u find something else to play with. But in my age, things are different. "breaking a toy" can hurt! So I need balance.

READING ALL THIS MAKES NO SENSE MAYBE, BUT FOR ME READING THEM THE MAKE SENSE. I WRITE AS I WOULD TALK IN GREEK. AFTER ALL THIS BLOG IS FOR ME SO I KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. BAD THING I CANNOT GIVE IT-SHARE IT WITH U BOYS AND GIRLS WITH THE CORRECT ENGLISH.

I go get a shower now and go to office. I also have a pain again that I use to have in my left leg. NOW I am sure it is from bike.. I have to change Bike, or stop ridding it, something that it will be hard for me. But I do hurt, and I am sure is from bike.

that is all random stuff.. from a random working mind.

tc all

f.

In life it is nice to have company to all the things you do. It is nice to have people around you that support u and respect what u like, and be there "pushing" u to make your dreams come true. I myself, did not had that. All the things I wanted, I had no support ! Poker, sailing even the company I created, I had people around me, telling that those things I do were either wrong or dangerous, or stupid. Or they would make me, cause i was letting them ofc, feel kind of bad when I was doing them. I manage to ignore them, but still, I would love to have some company to share those things. I came to a point to almost ask myself " Am I wrong in my decision?- Do they maybe are right?", but my willing was so strong that I had to move on.

When I opened my second company, everybody was like, " leave it man, u cannot do it.. U saw that in the 1st one you did. It will be a failure" ( I had already one company on dept, not from my mistake only). And I was like, fuck that! I will make it come true. I remember back then, I turned off all the relationships that were making me feel bad. It was some months of my life...being with myself and only myself. I had no money , no money even for cigaretes, and also there was the dept becaming bigger and bigger. But I could not back up! So I disaded that the best way is to go ALL IN ! And I did. I make it come true. Today I have my 2nd company that this loved company, almost managed to pay all the depts of 1st one.It was some rough years, but believe me, if I had the chance I would do it again ! Cause after all is the trip that matters and not the port u reach. I did alone tho ! It is all mine, the sucess. But to be honest I would love to have some company during all that effort.I

Same thing happens in Poker. I have noone to share it with. But the hell with it. I will keep working on it. But my point is not the things I want to do. But Relationships.

I am not the best person in the world. Not even close to it. But at least, I support all the people around me, to go for their dream and not stop the trying. I wish I had that also.

i cannot write more...

f.

I played a big session almost maybe 4 hours. results were -1BI. I could not really create any situations. I did some good calls and push but I got sucked out. I lost to a certain guy, like tilting maybe 2 BI. He furstrated me, but after that i did calm down and play my game, and won back 1 of it. After all was not session to say a lot about it.

The important thing for me was -OK i could not win, But -Good I did not lose !

after poker I went to eat something out side. Jesus I eat a lot of food. 2 Crepes, full staffed, one of them sweat with strawberries. Damn I was sitting there in the place alone watching all the others, and I got a little sad, cause that was a place I was going almost once a week with Gf. I am not bitching or crying now, but I do have feelings, and also we had some bad talking today.

I feel sleepy now. I will go to bed. My eyes are closing. I am happy with poker, cause I manage to make a great come back after my loses 3-4 days ago.

that is all! I jam to bed and go all in to sleep !

tc

f.

I came back from the beach, and ordered something to eat. It was fun there while I had company my sister and her husband. After they left, I tried to fall asleep but I could not, so I came back home. It is nice to do stuff with company!

So I order to eat, and I opened 2 tables to play some poker. I end up 5 BI, losing small pots winning big pots. I played really good, except one hand in which I suck out. I made the bad call pre, I made the wrong read, I made the wrong push, and Actually I follow my feeling which was not correct ofc, but I suck out, and shit like that happens in poker. Thank god you gave me that 9 there.. what made me change my mind was that he bet pot, so i said he either has AA trying to protect it or he has AQd and pushing out of nervous, cause he was trying to do moves a long time there in the table... anyway I pushed as a donk... BAD PLAY FROM THE START .. THIS IS AN EASY FOLD PRE..( in other table also he was sitting and he did that move again and fold on flop to other player, that was also something that made me do that donk move)

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Seat 1: Villain 1 ($50)
Seat 2: Villain 2 ($55.50)
Seat 3: Hero ($61.30) -
Seat 4: Villain 3 ($35.95) -
Seat 5: Villain 4 ($68.35) -
Seat 6: Villain 5 ($70.65)


PRE-FLOP:

Villain 3 posts small blind $0.25
Villain 4 posts BIG blind $0.50
Dealt To: Hero


FOLD Villain 5
RAISE Villain 1 ($2)
RAISE Villain 2 ($6.75)
CALL Hero ($6.75)
FOLD Villain 3
FOLD Villain 4
FOLD Villain 1


FLOP:

Pot: $16.25


BET Villain 2 ($16.25)
RAISE Hero ($54.55)
CALL Villain 2 ($32.50)
UNCALLED Hero ($5.80)


TURN:

Pot: $113.75




RIVER:

Pot: $113.75




SHOWDOWN:
Hero:

Villain 2:


Hero collected $110.75 from main pot with three of a kind, Nines

SUMMARY:
Total pot: $113 Rake: $3

Final Board:


Seat 1: Villain 1 folded before the Flop - Net Gain/Loss: ($-2)
Seat 2: Villain 2 showed [Ac Ad] and lost with a pair of Aces - Net Gain/Loss: ($-55.5)

Seat 3: Hero button showed [9h 9d] and won 110.75 with three of a kind, Nines - Net Gain/Loss: ($55.25)
Seat 4: Villain 3 small blind folded before the Flop - Net Gain/Loss: ($-0.25)
Seat 5: Villain 4 big blind folded before the Flop - Net Gain/Loss: ($-0.5)
Seat 6: Villain 5 didnt bet folded - Net Gain/Loss: ($0)


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After that I had another nice hand...He minimum raised me there and I was like what the fuck, I call.. after i floped nuts he bet and then I figure out lets play the minimum raise game and I did it.. and he jammed ! nice hand..loved it

Free hand converter brought to you by CardRunners

Seat 1: Villain 1 ($50) -
Seat 2: Villain 2 ($50.25) -
Seat 3: Hero ($116.55) -
Seat 4: Villain 3 ($35.70)
Seat 5: Villain 4 ($68.30)


PRE-FLOP:

Villain 2 posts small blind $0.25
Hero posts BIG blind $0.50
Dealt To: Hero


FOLD Villain 3
CALL Villain 4 ($0.50)
FOLD Villain 1
FOLD Villain 2
RAISE Hero ($1.75)
CALL Villain 4 ($1.25)


FLOP:

Pot: $3.75


BET Hero ($3)
RAISE Villain 4 ($6)
CALL Hero ($3)


TURN:

Pot: $15.75


CHECK Hero
BET Villain 4 ($6.50)
RAISE Hero ($13)
RAISE Villain 4 ($60.55)
CALL Hero ($47.55)


RIVER:

Pot: $136.85




SHOWDOWN:
Villain 4:

Hero:


Hero collected $133.85 from main pot with a flush, Ace high

SUMMARY:
Total pot: $136 Rake: $3

Final Board:


Seat 1: Villain 1 button didnt bet folded - Net Gain/Loss: ($0)
Seat 2: Villain 2 small blind folded before the Flop - Net Gain/Loss: ($-0.25)
Seat 3: Hero big blind showed [Ah Jh] and won 133.85 with a flush, Ace high - Net Gain/Loss: ($65.55)
Seat 4: Villain 3 didnt bet folded - Net Gain/Loss: ($0)
Seat 5: Villain 4 showed [9h 8h] and lost with a flush, King high - Net Gain/Loss: ($-68.3)



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anyway that is all for now.. I go to couch now and relax !

tc all

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