So I broke up with my old girlfriend for over two months now, the one all you guys (2+2ers), know about. It has really been like 6 months because I knew we were braking up with the way I was being treated in a difficult time in my life.

Yes she was incredibly attractive bit that isnt what is important in a relationship no matter how "pretty" they are. I am thankful to get out while I could, it was at the point where you either get married or break up...and I could never be happily married to a trophy wife and that about all she's good for lol.

And no I won't be giving you horny losers any old pics/vids I have too much respect to ever do something that scummy. I am already upset at a friend who intentionally looked through my shit looking for them and watched them. No worries as I deleted everything, like a REAL quality person would.

Regardless I have been hanging out with a lot of old good friends and started talking with one of the best people I have ever had in my life. I won't name her but if you know me then you obviously know who I am talking about.

When I first moved to my town she was my best friend and even though I was immature and disrespected her, in 6th grade lol, she has always been nothing but great to me in every way.

I obviously didn't want a relationship because I was just getting out of a 3 year one that turned into a nightmare but she was becoming my best friend, I am very attracted to her, and she is such a quality person I felt like I had no other choice.

I speak much differently than most and sometimes my word choice is overwhelming to standard people but not her. When most people say I make no sense she literally said how intelligent my thoughts were and understands.

She compliments me on the things that are truly important in people, like ones moral character, which I work very hard to be the best person I can. She not only sees that but also appreciates me for it.

I fought tooth and nail to not be with this girl because I liked her waaay too much as a person and I knew it would have to turn serious. I did not ever want to lose such a valuable friend like that but it just feels so right.

When we talked about us she was saying why she liked me, and everything was about me as a person. How real and nice I am, sooooo great. Not many people value quality character like they should.

She thinks my mother is amazing, which she really is for so many reasons, and she went on for a couple minutes on how great she is and why. I literally almost started crying, someone who sees how special my mother truly is, values the important things in life and in turn is truly special as well. If you want me to respect you, respect my mother and you are all set. I love her more than life itself because I feel like without her I wouldn't be enlightened on what life really is or have the means to live it!

But this girl is intelligent, kind, understanding, and to top it off beautiful. The best is that when people say good things about her it is always about who she is as a person not that she is pretty, and she is gorgeous!! That just says so much about her and she just puts a smile on my face all the time!

Ugh I think I have fallen hard for her, yet if we broke up and were just friends again I really think that would be okay. As long as we are friends I will be happy, she really is that special and I really do respect her as a person that much.

I could go on and list everything that is amazing about her, I am kind of tempted to so you really understand how special she is, but I have to shower and grind my mid year bonus so I'll end it with a great song!

"All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
No, not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place."