yah, i really have to stop playing this game. i'm basically a break even player over my last 25k hands, yet i still play this stupid game which i obv shouldn't, since i tilt so much. i feel like i have a decent understanding of the game, but i just get really impatient....... this, after losing 132 today, after having won like 100 in the past few days lol. omahaments. it's just sick to see myself lose a 55/45 for 200bb stacks against a fish who I saw go broke for 150bb with as little as top 2 pair on a straight, flush draw board. god.

so anyways, i vow to only play NLHE for 1 month starting now... hopefully i can stick to this, and finally have my first winning month in a few months lol.

also, just got a bowflex, and am enjoying it very much so far. i'm in pretty awful shape, and tired a ton every day, and def. need to exercise more + eat better, so hopefully this helps with that.

life is really busy, and it's tough trying to put in hands when i come home everyday from work extremely exhausted despite the fact that my work isn't hard.

anyways, I think the goal I'm going to set for myself is to get to 3/6 NL by next summer.... i dun really see how i can devote enough time to moving uip beyond that, but even getting there would be a great achievement for me with my time.

lol at me setting goals/promises i can't keep ever.