I'm having doubts about how good Macau is. I don't really know if it's worth it but if anybody has any info or has been there themselves I'd love to speak with you.

For the month I'm doing really good, I'm up about 60 000kr ($6500) so far. Today I didn't really feel like playing so it's been a really slow day.

Last weekend me and a friend went to Germany, we go there every now and then to buy some beers and stuff, this trip I brought back about 160l beer, 27l wine and 20l licker, there could be a good party soon =)

Otherwise I'm feeling really good, I just wish that I could be exercising more regularly but I'll do it when I don't play as much as I do at the moment. It's really late so I should go to bed, hope Beyonc© was good.


Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

bite me.

Hey.

It's been like 4 months since I wrote anything in this blog, there is a reason why I will rise it from the dead.

I think the longer you play poker, and the longer you make it full time, you need more and more challenges. This is my next. I've been making a lot of challenges lately and it's the only thing that is keeping me motivated to play more. Without the challenges I would be in economic crises ;)

I have a deal with myself. If I make more than 100 000 SEK this month I will go to China and play live poker in Macau for a month. I will try to keep you update on how my challenge is going, if I don't make it over 100 000 there is no go, otherwise I HAVE to go. Should be a lot of fun and a lot of play :)

The results so far for the month is about +30 000 SEK which is a moderate start since I've only played like 4 days or so. I will be REALLY grinding the tables out tomorrow. Me and my buddy's going to Germany to buy licker and beer on saturday so I can't do anything else tomorrow :) I haven't been playing a lot of weekdays lately so it's gonna' be a nice change of paste.

If someone has anything to say about Macau in general or has any thoughts about, I am more than happy to recieve some good advice. I'll try to keep this blog as updated as possible and I will blog from Macau if I make it there.

In other news, I'm REALLY dissapointed in Unibet since I won't get a change to go to Algarve and play in Unibet open. They really don't look out for their customers so I wouldn't recommend anyone to play there. I also wanted to go to Riga and play Betsafes tournament but I kind of screwed that up myself so. :)

Check this out, gotta love it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu-8wGbWMro

"This world is just illusions always trying to change you."

Yeah a fairly decent first session with my comeback on SVS, I won 3000:- on 5 / 10, this is my last try at SVS. If I bust this roll I'm not gonna play more (atleast that's what I'm trying to think so I will focus better ;)

it's 5.51am now and I'm going to bed! not a minute to late I guess.

ciao

Last month was pretty strange, I managed to make about 60 000:- which is good, but the second half of the month was such a huge struggle for me. Anyway I'm happy with the result so lets move on.

I got a small project. I want to get back and play at Svenska Spel again, I haven't played there for about 3 months or so. But I don't want to make a big transfer to the site. What I'm gonna do is deposit 20 000:- and move my way up. Let's see how fast this can be done. I will play with 10 buyins for each level and I will NOT break that rule! I will play a maximum of 4 tables at once. I hope to reach 100 000:- asap so I can start grindin 25 50 again. Wish me luck. I will try to update here on how it goes.

I've started to study for a test, hopefully I will be well prepared when the test is

take care

Okey, so it's been like forever since I wrote something here, and I kind of miss it... I miss the thought of having to type something down that I managed to do. Not because it's hard to type it down, for the reason that is actually makes me have to do something to type about (make sense?).

Sooo this is not gonna be some serious blog or whatever, I'm done with that.... After CardRunners threw me off the WSOP party I really don't wanna' make another serious blog so I'm just gonna post whatever, so now I feel like typing something down so buuzzz off.. :)


I had a few REALLY tough months lately and I don't know how comfortable I am with my pokergame at the moment. A few months ago I was on top of mount everest. Now I have to really focus to climb a hill. But that's life for your. As soon as you start to chill down, feeling good and taking it easy it comes back and bites you.

Okey so I had this bet this month... Make 80 buyins (which is so insanely much) this month or pay me a‚¬1k I didn't make it. Note that he missed his bet aswell so neither of us have to pay anyone. I was up about 60 buyins with 1 week to go but couldn't really make it there, and once again I got comfortable, thought that I was gonna make it stuff and then just played like a bunch of crap. FOCUS YOU MORON?!

anyways. I'm not gonna play more this month, I made about a‚¬6500 which I am satisfied with, that's another thing. I have to learn how to be satisfied, anotherwise I'm just gonna go around and be unhappy for the rest of my life. Go ARSENAL!

I went for a looong walk today and thought about a bunch of stuff, I think it's a great way to ease your mind and get some perspective on stuff. I thought about what goals I want to achieve in the near future. I actually got a lot of stuff thought out that I don't think many people in my age have.

Aaanyway, here is the goals that I want to achieve.

1. Win more than 1 million SEK this year. I'm currently at 630 000 ($95000) this year, so I need another 92 500:- / month ($15 000) if I don't play more this month which I will.

2. When I reach 1 million SEK ($161 300) in my BR I will save everything on top of that to a new car. Hopefully I'll get there before next summer. My bankroll is currently at 513 000:- ($82 000)so I need another 487 000:- ($78 000) before I start to work on my car.

I'll be back with more stuff as time go on.

-Christian

I'm not even gonna' begin to tell u about vegas because I can't type everything that was so fantastic! :)

I won 128:- so far this month, that's pretty good :)

Just kidding, but with the extreme bad luck I've had in the big pots I'm very happy with my results. I really think that I'm playing better than ever. Now that I play full time I don't as pressured to always win, which is a good thing because I don't mind losing one day when I know I'm gonna' play tomorrow and tomorrow and so on :)

I'm off to bed. Gonna go for a walk with my lovely sister tomorrow morning.

cheers

I have to send a special thanks to the 3 guys Daniel, Mikael and Erik who insisted to loose 2 tournaments to me and make my pokerlife fun again. After I played you 5 days ago, I won about 150 000:- and I'm now up about 63 000:- this month. The timing couldn't be better either.

If I new how to post a graph I would've, sorry I'm a donk

love

I'm winning again :) I made about 80k the last 4 days and I'm playing good again. I've really learned a lot from this downswing and I'm proud to say that I manage to get through it. I'm up about 13k now this month which feels great considering how much I was behind.

Tomorrow we're going to vegas, ship it! :D

We had this live game a few days ago, men and 3 other friends. We played 2 tournaments and I managed to win them both. Before this tournament I had the my worse month ever eventhough I think I played OK. Now after this tournament I'm running good again, winning about 65 000:- ($11 000) the last 3 days. It feels great to be back in shape right before our Vegas trip! :)

I also played golf a few days ago, I hadn't realized that I'd missed it until my brother-in-law took me out on the court. Thank you for that! :)

I don't know how I will update this when I'm in vegas. It depends a lot on a bunch of stuff, but it might be a Swedish only blog for a few weeks or maybe I won't be able to update it at all.

Take care.